I don't really know how to start this, so I'm just gonna say it the way it is.
I like you. Like, actually like you. Not in a casual way. In a "you're the first person I wanna talk to when something good happens" kind of way.
I catch myself smiling at the dumbest things just because they remind me of you. A song, a random meme, someone saying something you'd laugh at — and suddenly you're on my mind again. Not that you ever really leave.
I think what got me is how real you are. You don't try to be someone else. You're funny without trying, you're kind without making it a big deal, and honestly just being around you makes everything feel lighter.
I've wanted to tell you this for a while but I kept chickening out. So I made this instead, because apparently I'm better at typing than talking when it comes to stuff like this lol.
Will you be mine? 💕
I'm not gonna sit here and make crazy promises. But I'll be honest with you, always. I'll show up. I'll make you laugh when you're having a bad day. And I'll never make you feel like you're not enough — because you're more than enough.
You're my favorite person, Kanak. And I just really needed you to know that.
— Lee 💌
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Hey Kannu 💜
It's been two months. That's actually insane to me lol. I remember making that first letter and not knowing what was gonna happen. And now look at us.
I don't think you realize this but you've actually changed me. Like I'm calmer now. I've learned to be more patient because of you and honestly I didn't expect that. Being with you just makes me want to be better without even trying.
And I never have to pretend around you. That's the part that gets me. I can be the weird, overthinking, annoying version of me and you don't make me feel bad about it. You just get me. You make the boring stuff fun too, like even when we're not doing anything it still feels like something. I don't get that with anyone else.
I get to experience so many of my firsts with you and I'm really glad it's you. I don't have some perfect speech for this, I just know that these two months have been the best two months. And I want more. More late night calls, more stupid arguments, more of you telling me I'm being dumb, more of everything.
We're just getting started Kannu. And I wouldn't want it any other way.
